Lyrics 2010 ~ Run Behind My Time

Run Behind My Time
(written by Saskia Boree)

Can I offer you something, sir?
Anything, a drink, some bite to eat?
What do you really want prefer?
Shall I blow for you the fire's heat?
Can I offer you anything, miss?
Something luxury, a good bed to sleep?
Do I need to solve your problem, pierce your bliss?
Or is it something else you want to keep?
*
Today I screech my line
Working from five till nine
From day to night
'Cause I have something new to write

CHORUS
Give me something, a new thought
Give me anything you can talk about
Give me something fresh to rhyme
Are you clean for a brandnew face
Are you there for a secret place
Now it seems I run behind my time

Do I annoy you too bad, sir?
Yes I know, but I can't do magic
Oh do you something else prefer
Something that won't make you sick
Do I destroy you too good, miss?
Well I let you drown in black misery
I think you could keep your bliss
Yes I know it's not who you want to be
*
Today everything turns into night
'Cause I put some fresh words on write
Working from nine to nine
Walking all over my line
(chorus)

Give me something fresh to rhyme
'Cause it seems I run behind my time
I run behind my time

Produced by SJM- productions, 2010

Lyrics 2010 ~ Freakin' Unbelieveable

Freaking Unbelieveable
(written by Saskia Boree)

My blood flows, my leg stings
I feel it everywhere through my veins
No matter where I'm walking
My sight covered, all I see are stains
When I perceive, all I sense is genocide
When I try to touch everything collide
When do they feel the pressure of my tide

CHORUS
Everyday the same old shit
I want to scream, but I can't commit
Seems those idiots walk in my way
Feels like it's always Asshole Day
I know, it isn't nice of me, but still...
... It's freaking unbelieveable

My bodyfluid crawls, my hand shake
I sense it all through my hairfollicles
No matter wich decision I make
A lot of things make me itch and tickles
When I watch there's no other side
When I touch everything died
When do they view my perished pride
(chorus)

When I'm reading, all story's tells tales about dehydrated brides
Every happy ending has another side
When a car owner died in his ride
His family want deep inside preferably commit homicide
And here we have the circle again
All circles, those collide
(chorus)

Everyday the same old shit
I need to scream but I can't commit
Where did it goes wrong, where did I died
All those circles, they collide...
(chorus)

Produced by SJM- productions, 2010

Lyrics 2010 ~ Deficiency Of Words

Deficiency of Words
(written by Saskia Boree

Lost in a corner, lost in my way
Gone in a circle, gone in a day
Crossing the border, crossing the line
Being gifted, being in need is famine
Society seems to be fall apart

CHORUS
Our future glass is breaking
War and pain lie in wait
Major parts are always missing
Now we let ourselves go for bait
Makes no difference in what we need to be
Our future glass in changing
History tears could still hurt
Wish I could make a bending
But my deficiency of words
Killed the pures, blocked all inside of me

Life is like luck, life os too short
Takes me to South, takes me to North
Waves of revolution, waves of history
Where's the tolerance, where's the mentality?
Look around us, we're all in need
When we look down, it seems that we bleed
Community seems to be in a 666th war
(chorus)

Community seems in war
Tears of history could still hurt
Tears of history always lurk
Society seems to be fall apart
It makes no sense in what we be
Our future glass is breaking
While my deficiency of words
Should be fall apart inside of me
(chorus)

Tears of history still hurt
Tears of history is all I see
One day my deficiency of words
Would relief everything in me

Produced by SJM-productions, 2010

Lyrics 2009 ~ Festering Wounds

Festering Wounds
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Write down your spell
But don't put it on your shelf
Take a look into your storm
Where you find a story, so deformed
Is it time to let yourself out?

CHORUS
Look at something
Wich couldn't be real
Take away a soul
But it isn't really a steal
Nobody sense
Nobody see how I feel
Nobody cares
'Cause festering wounds wouldn't heal

Now speak out your spell
Send it right to the Wishing Well
Keeping your story right within
About how a saint became a sin
Is it time to let others realize?
(chorus)

And now you came all out
Is it on time or too late?
Now you come to shout
Is it a path to new fate?
It's time to face the truth
(chorus)

Now we're talking each sad
Now we're talking all time about death
But nobody listen, nobody care
Throw a good person right off the stairs
Nobody hear, nobody sense
Time has come to break our fence
Nobody cares, nobody see
Do you and I be nobody?
(chorus)

Nobody knows how you feel
Nobody sees the reality
Are you someone like nobody
We're only know
Festering wounds wouldn't heal...

Produced by SJM- productions, 2009

Lyrics 2009 ~ By A Piece Of A Second

By A Piece Of A Second
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Your Life is almost over
Your story is almost written
On a book- cover
Your book is now almost history
Seems you drowned in a field
Full of clover
Where you never came out
It never meant to be
*
Now you're gone
By a choice I never could make
You're all bones
By a piece of a second
You're always sleeping
But never again awake
*
Your life is almost disappeared
Your story in a box
Fenced off from all the fear
Your book, your thoughts, your destiny
Seems you shed enough balck tears
You never came around
It never meant to be
*
And you're gone
By mistake, by destiny
Now you're done
By a piece of a second
You're always float in history
While you're gone
Why didn't you see those mistakes
Wich made you bone
By a piece of a second
You're dying, fighting the death
Before you know, your cross the dead- lake
*
I hope you survive this choice
I hope you survive your life
I don't think your done
And while you're gone
By a piece of a second
I hope you saw some light
By a piece of a second
I hope you end all fights
*
Now you're back by a piece of a second
I hope you're back by a piece of a second

Produced by SJM- productions, 2009

Lyrics 2009 ~ (Another) Rest In Peace

(Another) Rest In Peace
(written by Saskia Boree)

All moments are dying
Those lost days hiding
Thoughts faded to be gone
Here where all memories lying
Black parts wouldn't leave me all alone
*
Fightning against pain and disease
Push it all back on the same old shelf
Making a fool of myself
Losing it all in the same cold breeze
*
Try to turn water into wine
It's time for me to draw the line
Struggle back against the fear
For now it all disappeared
*
All moments are drowning
Those lost days caught in a ring
Thoughts feared to be done
Here where all memories crying
Black parts disappeared to be gone
*
Fightning against pain and disease
Visions couldn't frayed
All the inspiration fade away
With a message: 'Rest in Peace'
*
There's more to write about
More to intend
But for now it's temporary
All the end
*
Let the pain and disease
Dying in the same old breeze
Let the pain and disease
On a graveyard rest in peace

Produced by SJM- productions, 2009

(This was a lost lyric from 2009, wich I struggle with. I know it isn't perfect, but I decide to post it anyway. On the moment I wrote this, my inspiration died. This is my last lyric from 2009)

Lyrics 2008 ~ Signatures

Signatures
(written by Saskia Boree)

It's been a long time ago
That every old one was into my home
While they couldn't know
Exally in that time I felt so alone
But nobody could understand

I was an talkative
And at the same time a little stiff
Mrs. Chatty, Mrs. Silver Tongue, Mrs. Know-It-All
Oh, could someone break my fall

CHORUS
There they are all my old friends
Old friends came back into my life
Seems they want to know how it goes
Well, it seems that I survive
It's a thing we all need to do
Can you feel, can you hear, can you see
What have you all done? Where do you've all been?
What did you thinking? What have you all seen?
Well this is all what I seem to be
Seems I sign my history
And I think we're all signatures too...

It's been a long time out of past
That I every old one just see
While they couldn't feel it was our last
In that time I fight for who I want to be
But nobody knows what happened

I was an talkative
At the same time  a little stiff
Mrs. Gossipy, Mrs. Golden Voice, Mrs. Know-It-Better
Oh, who has for me the answers?
(chorus)

This is all I seem to be
Seems I sign my history
Tell me what I further need to do
Mrs. Silver Tongue, Mrs. Don't-Know-It-All
Seems I couldn't alone break my fall
Are we really all signatures too?

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Proud Mommy

Proud Mommy
(written by Saskia Boree)

Cutie where are you?
Somehow it seems they steal you too
Without you it feels empty, feels not right
I can't stop crying, I can't stop the fight
Why do they prevent our history?
Is it really so far to grief me?
Why does they hurt us so much?
What went wrong, why comes it all so far?
Is it the way we do, the way we are?
*
Cutie I miss you
And somehow I feel you miss me too
Without you I feels so naked
Without you I feel so bare
I can't stop crying, I can't stop the grieve
Tell me what I need to do, 'cause I'm losing my believe
They say that they can handle you
They say that you look well
But there's somewhere another truth to tell
I think they can't finally handle the custodial care
No, I don't believe they really do
*
They saying that they're helping us
But what  have they really to hide?
Someday it comes all out this shell
They still don't have the rights
To make me less pride
I think they belong into a well
Why is this happen, it went so wrong
I miss you cutie for 3 months now
While I hold myself strong
Every minute I keep thinking of you
Every hour I hear your sweet words
Words coming out your little mouth
You make my heart always melting
That makes this mommy so proud
*
Cutie where are you?
Could you scream for me a little loud?
Cutie you're saying all those sweet things
Sweet words make this mommy so proud...

Produced by SJM- productions, 2008
For Margje my daughter, who I miss for 3 months now

Lyrics 2008 ~ Part Of Another Half Of Me

Part Of Another Half Of Me
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Here I am laying on the nails
Died and full of torpidity
Falling into black darkness
Try to defy my vacuity
Could I defeat my irregularity?
Could I ever get the ability?
To see this part of another half of me
*
Here I sit in a corner
Grieved and mortified
Drowning into my deformity
Trying to get purified
Do you feel my distress?
Wish I could it all decompress
It's better to wait 'till I'm amplified
*
Shall I ever see?
Shall I ever be?
Be this another half of me...
*
Here I'm trying to get my life on a shelf
Seems I keep drowning in this endless well
Try to see a little light into my darkness
Trying to clean up the garbage in my head, clean up the mess
*
I shall see what I ever need to be
I can deafet my irregularity
I can get the ability
I can crawl out this endless well
'Cause I have more happy story's to tell
I can purify my heart
I can amplify my skin
I can change my personality
But I can't change my past's history
I can decompress
This part of another half of me
*
I try to let you all see
This part of another half of me...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Optical Delusion

Optical Delusion
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Eat your fibers, drink your tea
You should be soon healthy
Do you see?
Eat your fruit, drink your juice
Sometimes live's so confused

Sometimes you need to push
Through the science
Sometimes you need to cross the seven seas
A hunt for a better live just begun
Try to hunt and find some inner piece

CHORUS
Stop pushing our bottoms
Into psychical excersise
Stop giving each to much
Different advice
Look to ourselves, we're not intense
It's time to break allthrough the fence
Do you see, do you see each hell
It's time to crawl
Crawling out off all our shells
Seems we're all need to be on the run
Seems we're living all this optical delusion

Eat some vegetables, drink the water
And again, it shouldn't really matter
Eat your food, hold your breath
Or else fall into the black mad

Sometimes you need to push
Through the science
Sometimes you need to fight the seven seas
Seems we're all on the run 
Seems we're living all into a optical delusion
Lost in all the inner piece
(chorus)

Try to hunt and find your inner piece
Seems we're live the optical delusion

Produced by SJM- productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Juggle With Your Struggle

Juggle With Your Struggle
(written by Saskia Boree)

I don't know how
I need to see my past
I really think everything there
Goes so fast
When I meddle with a desperate future
I see finally this sad illusion
Keep on refuge as never before
I never ask for more
When I come ashore

CHORUS
Here's the moment, you realize
Every move you make
Every hard advice
Fight against confused feelings
Feelings and thoughts you got
Keep on thinking it all doesn't matter
It doesn't differ a lot
Trying to let go, 'cause you could better not
You could better not
Juggle with your struggle

Now I don't know how
I need to feel today
I really think that
Everything will decay
When I meddle with endless seasons
Come I till my wise conclusion
Watch my words, I come back for more
I will shine like never before
When I come ashore
(chorus)

No I'm not good when I juggle
All I have left is purple struggle
It does matter, it does differ a lot
When we I take hard advice you could better not
You could better not juggle with your struggle

Feelings and thoughts we all got
It does matter, does differ a lot
When we're all juggle with our struggle

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Depravedly Disappated

Depravedly Dissapated
(written by Saskia Boree)

A new time has come inside
But we won't really turn away
We won't turn away our old tides
'Cause some of us are a little affraid

I don't know what you all want to do
I only know that I won't be that low
I turn my back to my past, now it's on you...

CHORUS
Away is my bad anger
Away is the black danger
Now there's a future out to see
Healed is my broken mind
Let them fly upon the wind
In your memory I'm what I want to be
While the bad memories are...
Dissapated depravedly

A new time clock is established
But we won't really turn back
We won't turn back or feel dismissed
Why do we see it all a little black?

I don't know what you all see near me
Do you all see the reflection in the mirror
Do you all see, what I want to see?
(chorus)

Let it all fly inside my head
Let it all fly above my bed
I don't know what you all see
Or what happens all near me
It's all dissapated depravedly...
Let it all fly inside my head
Let it all fly above my bed
Let it all fly, while the bad memories are
Depravedly dissapated
(chorus)

It flies inside my head
Bad memories are depravedly dissapated

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008