Lyrics 2008 ~ Signatures

Signatures
(written by Saskia Boree)

It's been a long time ago
That every old one was into my home
While they couldn't know
Exally in that time I felt so alone
But nobody could understand

I was an talkative
And at the same time a little stiff
Mrs. Chatty, Mrs. Silver Tongue, Mrs. Know-It-All
Oh, could someone break my fall

CHORUS
There they are all my old friends
Old friends came back into my life
Seems they want to know how it goes
Well, it seems that I survive
It's a thing we all need to do
Can you feel, can you hear, can you see
What have you all done? Where do you've all been?
What did you thinking? What have you all seen?
Well this is all what I seem to be
Seems I sign my history
And I think we're all signatures too...

It's been a long time out of past
That I every old one just see
While they couldn't feel it was our last
In that time I fight for who I want to be
But nobody knows what happened

I was an talkative
At the same time  a little stiff
Mrs. Gossipy, Mrs. Golden Voice, Mrs. Know-It-Better
Oh, who has for me the answers?
(chorus)

This is all I seem to be
Seems I sign my history
Tell me what I further need to do
Mrs. Silver Tongue, Mrs. Don't-Know-It-All
Seems I couldn't alone break my fall
Are we really all signatures too?

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Proud Mommy

Proud Mommy
(written by Saskia Boree)

Cutie where are you?
Somehow it seems they steal you too
Without you it feels empty, feels not right
I can't stop crying, I can't stop the fight
Why do they prevent our history?
Is it really so far to grief me?
Why does they hurt us so much?
What went wrong, why comes it all so far?
Is it the way we do, the way we are?
*
Cutie I miss you
And somehow I feel you miss me too
Without you I feels so naked
Without you I feel so bare
I can't stop crying, I can't stop the grieve
Tell me what I need to do, 'cause I'm losing my believe
They say that they can handle you
They say that you look well
But there's somewhere another truth to tell
I think they can't finally handle the custodial care
No, I don't believe they really do
*
They saying that they're helping us
But what  have they really to hide?
Someday it comes all out this shell
They still don't have the rights
To make me less pride
I think they belong into a well
Why is this happen, it went so wrong
I miss you cutie for 3 months now
While I hold myself strong
Every minute I keep thinking of you
Every hour I hear your sweet words
Words coming out your little mouth
You make my heart always melting
That makes this mommy so proud
*
Cutie where are you?
Could you scream for me a little loud?
Cutie you're saying all those sweet things
Sweet words make this mommy so proud...

Produced by SJM- productions, 2008
For Margje my daughter, who I miss for 3 months now

Lyrics 2008 ~ Part Of Another Half Of Me

Part Of Another Half Of Me
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Here I am laying on the nails
Died and full of torpidity
Falling into black darkness
Try to defy my vacuity
Could I defeat my irregularity?
Could I ever get the ability?
To see this part of another half of me
*
Here I sit in a corner
Grieved and mortified
Drowning into my deformity
Trying to get purified
Do you feel my distress?
Wish I could it all decompress
It's better to wait 'till I'm amplified
*
Shall I ever see?
Shall I ever be?
Be this another half of me...
*
Here I'm trying to get my life on a shelf
Seems I keep drowning in this endless well
Try to see a little light into my darkness
Trying to clean up the garbage in my head, clean up the mess
*
I shall see what I ever need to be
I can deafet my irregularity
I can get the ability
I can crawl out this endless well
'Cause I have more happy story's to tell
I can purify my heart
I can amplify my skin
I can change my personality
But I can't change my past's history
I can decompress
This part of another half of me
*
I try to let you all see
This part of another half of me...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Optical Delusion

Optical Delusion
(Written by Saskia Boree)

Eat your fibers, drink your tea
You should be soon healthy
Do you see?
Eat your fruit, drink your juice
Sometimes live's so confused

Sometimes you need to push
Through the science
Sometimes you need to cross the seven seas
A hunt for a better live just begun
Try to hunt and find some inner piece

CHORUS
Stop pushing our bottoms
Into psychical excersise
Stop giving each to much
Different advice
Look to ourselves, we're not intense
It's time to break allthrough the fence
Do you see, do you see each hell
It's time to crawl
Crawling out off all our shells
Seems we're all need to be on the run
Seems we're living all this optical delusion

Eat some vegetables, drink the water
And again, it shouldn't really matter
Eat your food, hold your breath
Or else fall into the black mad

Sometimes you need to push
Through the science
Sometimes you need to fight the seven seas
Seems we're all on the run 
Seems we're living all into a optical delusion
Lost in all the inner piece
(chorus)

Try to hunt and find your inner piece
Seems we're live the optical delusion

Produced by SJM- productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Juggle With Your Struggle

Juggle With Your Struggle
(written by Saskia Boree)

I don't know how
I need to see my past
I really think everything there
Goes so fast
When I meddle with a desperate future
I see finally this sad illusion
Keep on refuge as never before
I never ask for more
When I come ashore

CHORUS
Here's the moment, you realize
Every move you make
Every hard advice
Fight against confused feelings
Feelings and thoughts you got
Keep on thinking it all doesn't matter
It doesn't differ a lot
Trying to let go, 'cause you could better not
You could better not
Juggle with your struggle

Now I don't know how
I need to feel today
I really think that
Everything will decay
When I meddle with endless seasons
Come I till my wise conclusion
Watch my words, I come back for more
I will shine like never before
When I come ashore
(chorus)

No I'm not good when I juggle
All I have left is purple struggle
It does matter, it does differ a lot
When we I take hard advice you could better not
You could better not juggle with your struggle

Feelings and thoughts we all got
It does matter, does differ a lot
When we're all juggle with our struggle

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008

Lyrics 2008 ~ Depravedly Disappated

Depravedly Dissapated
(written by Saskia Boree)

A new time has come inside
But we won't really turn away
We won't turn away our old tides
'Cause some of us are a little affraid

I don't know what you all want to do
I only know that I won't be that low
I turn my back to my past, now it's on you...

CHORUS
Away is my bad anger
Away is the black danger
Now there's a future out to see
Healed is my broken mind
Let them fly upon the wind
In your memory I'm what I want to be
While the bad memories are...
Dissapated depravedly

A new time clock is established
But we won't really turn back
We won't turn back or feel dismissed
Why do we see it all a little black?

I don't know what you all see near me
Do you all see the reflection in the mirror
Do you all see, what I want to see?
(chorus)

Let it all fly inside my head
Let it all fly above my bed
I don't know what you all see
Or what happens all near me
It's all dissapated depravedly...
Let it all fly inside my head
Let it all fly above my bed
Let it all fly, while the bad memories are
Depravedly dissapated
(chorus)

It flies inside my head
Bad memories are depravedly dissapated

Produced by SJM-productions, 2008