(written by Saskia Boree)
It starts all
When we're all twelve years old
You're just a teenager
But you're feel lonely and cold
You grow up with home fights
Anger feelings, broken glass
Everyday is painful
Wishing away the awful past
Looking into future
All you see is black
Now, you're getting older, but
They still talk behind your back
I won't have the same questions
Or keep praying for answers
I still believe...
It should be all soon better
Standing in the middle of this life
We've almost twelve years older
I am no longer this teenager
But my life feels much colder
Everyday the same fights
Anger explosions, broken glass on the floor
Everyday is more painful
Wishing I could walk out the door
Looking into future
All I see is white fog in dark blue
I am still older
Even I don't know what to do
Praying for answers
Seems all better...
I won't have the same questions
I won't keep drowning
Or keep praying for answers
Could it be anything?
Stop this midlife- crisis
Lead us all through dark mist
Still it keeps all never ending
Still it keeps all never ending
Produced by SJM-productions, 2007
