Lyrics 2004 ~ Wish I Was Death

Wish I was death

(written by Saskia Boree)

I think I'm exploding

by everything I did wrong

You say that I could leave

if I didn't believe

what you want that I did

So don't tell me, what I need to be

Or that I could nowhere belong

Oh yeah, and now...

CHORUS

Wish I was death

Wish I was never born

Pushing my head

my life is torn, torn, torn

Wish I was death

Wish I could go

but I am who I am

and yes you made me so

Wish I was death

You think that I'm crazy

by everything that was strange

I only want learn to live

ignore labels on me that they give

could I do what I had to do

So don't tell me, what I need to be

because I didn't have to change

Oh yeah, and now...

(chorus)

Think what you want to think

I'm leaving the home, I need to go

I fulfil your wish

I go, I'm gone, yeah you made me so

Oh yeah, and now....

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Tired Old Eyes

Tired Old Eyes

(written by Saskia Boree

Feeling awful, feel unreal

could I tell you what I feel

I can't help it, if I tried

I can't help it, that I things hide

I need to tell you this

how Í am, how it is

So calm down, take a sit

I'm confused a little bit

CHORUS

Drowning, drowning

drowning in all lifelies

Amazing that it hurt

and yeah now I'm weird

Flying, flying

flying around all this lies

damn that it hurt again

need no pain, no squirt again

Behind my tired, old eyes

Tired Old Eyes

Feeling bad, feel unreal

should I tell you what I feel

I can't help it, if I cried

I can't help it, if I'm pride

I need you to tell about

how the pain stick in my mouth

So be yourself, sitting here

my feelings are there

(chorus)

Feeling awful, feeling teared

Feeling bad, feeling feared

Behind my tired old eyes

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Sweet Blister

Sweet Blister

(written by Saskia Boree)

Louise had a baby doll

with movin'legs and eyes

on a day she found her doll

underneath a bush

splitted on a tree, rised

She run into the livingroom

fingerpointing at me

she should hate me, it was my fault

well so should the story be

CHORUS

They say

It's only your sister

only your sister

but yeah I just beware

No I don't care

For me it's my sweet blister

my sweet blister

Louise had a baby dear

she called it her white witch

on a day it was simply broke

she screamed to me 'you bitch'

One second I couldn't speak

In her eyes I am always a freak

who kills and broke her things

No matter what it is

from lovely stuff to magic kings

I've enough of madness

I have enough of this

(chorus)

She should hate me, I was fault

So should the story be

Sweet sweet blister

sweet sweet blister

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Returned

Returned

(written by Saskia Boree)

Twenty years off madness

I was the beast, the falling aim

Now you have to confess

that you couldn't me to blame

I've scratching out the well

I have no more to tell

CHORUS

I was mad

I was bad

I was death

I have burned

but now I'm stronger

no longer sad

I am back

I am returned

I am returned

Twenty years of rarity's

I was the killer, the stupid fool

Now you have to see

why I couldn't be so cool

I've scratching out the hell

and now I'm feeling well

(chorus)

20 years of rarity's

20 years madness

I was the killer, the stupid fool

I was the beast the falling aim

but you know that

You couldn't me to blame!

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Promise Make Guilty

Promise make guilty

(written by Saskia Boree)

There's something

on my mind

I'm still crying

'cause I'm leave

it all behind

I need to fullfil

I'm on this journey

I try I try I try

but it's so hard to be

CHORUS

you should see it

in my eyes

my heart died, my heart flies

We're all on this journey

we all want to be

but remember......

Promise make guilty

There's something

in my eyes

I'm still dying

around and around

all the same lies

I need to fullfil

I'm on my journey

I try I try I try

but it's so hard to be

(chorus)

We're all on this journey

we all want to be

but remember...

Promise make guilty

Promise make guilty

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Poison Paradise

Poison Paradise

(written by Saskia Boree)

Hello,

sweet little thing right over there

welcome to this paradise

I see the doubt in your eyes

you wish that you could fly

and I really wonder why

but sweety, life's a lie

One day you say this world

goodbye... well goodbye

CHORUS

Welcome, to this world of fear

Welcome, to this poison paradise

yeah, make everyone realize

that we are not the only one out here

that there's a reason we're here

Hello,

sweet little heart right over there

welcome to this paradise

your doubts disappeared in your eyes

you wish that you could walk

you wish that you could talk

But sweety, life's a lie

One day you say this world

goodbye... well goodbye

(chorus)

But sweety, life's a lie

One day you say this world

Goodbye... well goodbye

(chorus)

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Phantom Of My Broken Heart

Phantom of my Broken Heart

(written by Saskia Boree)

I want to love you, with whole my heart

but it's not easy, to take a part

I am fade inside

all things are gone, my joy, my pride

I'm pulverized

my soul, my heart, my whole life

Who's giving me a new start?

CHORUS

It's the phantom of my broken heart

the evil that puts the darts

the evil that was doomed

Make minds panic- rooms

Phantom of my broken heart

Evil's haunting over me

I'm fierced, I'll saw to see

my mind's turned into a black place

Saw my black, deadly face

Who's let me be?

(chorus)

You saw into my shade of eyes

you let me into disguise

Is there somebody in the home?

Don't leave me alone

Who's take away the lies?

(chorus)

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

(my version from The Phantom Of The Opera, srry I'm just kidding)

Lyrics 2004 ~ Pages Of My Old Diary

Pages of My Old Diary

(written by Saskia Boree)

Read the times, read my life

never though I was so strong

but if I read, all the times

Then I should think

where do I properly belong?

Bitter cold inside my heart

fall out, always making frays

while you put acute darts

while I suffered all days

CHORUS

And here, where the pages of my old diary ends

where something wonderfull begins

A new life, a beautiful paradise

Breakin'through all my sins

Here, where the pages of my old diary ends....

My heart turns into a cut- throat place

with broken mind, perplexed face

Blood 'll rushing through my veins

respiration on then, tart into my brains

Sweet revenge, sweet duel

makes me hard, makes me cruel

Fall out, always making frays

while you let me suffered all days

(chorus)

I feel that the wind 'll blow

I feel that my anger grows...

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Never and Ever

Never and ever

(written by Saskia Boree)

some days are black, very black

some days you are draw the line

take that drug, take that squirt

take that stuff, and getting weird

dug your grave, don't come back

some guys without character or spine

CHORUS

I'm a little bit dizzy

and I'll need to find another man

while I need another life

should I never and ever

fall in love again

yeah, never and ever

meet new friends again

'cause the are the same

never and ever...

some days are grey, so grey

some days you getting bored

take that drug, take that addiction

take that stuff, and you're sience fiction

dug your grave, come back someday

sometimes too, I'll give it up and I'm ignored

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ In Addiction

In addiction

(written by Saskia Boree)

I don't think that we people

need labels and rules at all

We put them down

and we let each other fall

It's logical that we're feeling terrible inside

prejudices pushes away our pride

CHORUS

always your face covered

always on the run

yeah, I am only myself

I don't need to be in addiction

we don't need to be clever

we are who we are forever

I wouldn't always on the run

I don't need to be in addiction

no not be in addiction...

I don't think that we people

need bad words or good friends

We hold them near

untill an happy life should ends

It's logical that we're feeling all alone

prejudices beats all through your bones

(chorus)

make me crazy, make me mad

make me feeling really bad

no not in addiction

(chorus)

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Lyrics 2004 ~ Forgotten Faces

Forgotten Faces

(written by Saskia Boree)

I don't hide myself no longer

behind a tree or one single god

I show they what I really am

the last lay down, I just forgot

I don't want to commit myself

on the family or one single man

I'm not really perfect inside

why they wouldn't understand?

Do they think we need

one single faith

Do they really think?

CHORUS

give back their forgotten faces

give back their forgotten places

give back their forgotten days

let them live like no longer before

why it happens, where and who

let them live like others do

give back their forgotten faces

give back their forgotten ways

give back, forgotten faces

I doesn't pretend no longer

I don't say that I'm kind

I am a little faded, not perfect

the first give up, I just find

Do they think we need

one single faith

Do they really think?

(chorus)

Do they think we need

one single faith

Do they really think?

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Forbidden

Forbidden

(written by Saskia Boree)

She's just 6 months pregnant

but dumped by her man

Failed with her face in the sand

it wasn't a part of her plan

She with her good, but broken heart said:

'It's welcome, so I make a new start'

Now with her big tummy

walking through the streets

protection and love is all that she need

CHORUS

we want to unfurl us

but it's forbidden

We wannabe someone

but it's forbidden

forbidden

He's after 2 months received

but traumatism for the rest of his life

Failed with his face, nobody believed

it cuts him like a knife

He with his good but broken mind said:

'I'll still fighting, and I'll find'

Now with his full brains

walking through the streets

where's protection, that he still need?

(chorus

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Dreams

Dreams

(written by Saskia Boree)

listen to the rain

you're not alone

listen to the pain

that beats in your bones

let your dreams come true

yeah, the world needed you

you could still try

don't leave it, don't cry

believe in yourself

only yourself

CHORUS

listen to advice

listen to the rules

then you need to realize

how it really seems

that everybody feeling stoled

that everybody have somewhere dreams

stay dreaming

stay dreaming

listen to your heart that beats

listen to your head that feeds

you could count to then

all over and over again

let your dreams come true

yeah, the world needed you

you could still try

don't leave it, don't cry

believe in yourself

only yourself

(chorus)

let your dreams come true

yeah, the world needed you

you could still try

don't leave it, don't cry

believe in yourself

believe in yourself

believe in yourself

only yourself

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Darkest Days

Darkest Days

(written by Saskia Boree)

I can breath no more

Running away

Can't longer stay

Ignored the sorrows

Hate the creed

Hate the worst that I wore

Do you, Do I remember

I'm stronger jet

I just forget

CHORUS

My tears are running out

I'm still scared inside

My fears, my hopes

Please, no more, no more frays

Pulverized my proud, my pride

Slamming with the doors

Jelling all over the stairs

Welcome to my darkest days

Didn't I have enough pain?

Didn't I was too long weak?

I was wrong, I was the freak

but now, I'm not changed

I'm the same, the same thing

Drowning in the cold, freezed rain

Do you, Do I remember

Everone goed die, is death on a day

It doesn't really matter, everone goes away

And says one time goodbye

Early or late

(chorus)

It doesn't matter, how hard we try

Everyone goes one time die

Everone is death on a day

It doesn't matter, everone's away

Early or late, we say goodbye

(chorus)

Welcome to my Darkest Days

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Closed

Closed

(written by Saskia Boree)

Here should the story ends

The story died

While I tried

Open the other doors within

Feeling cold, feeling thin

Let my heart still bleeding

No matter how it feels

CHORUS

I've closed my eyes

closed my mind

clean it up and left behind

try to further on

from my head untill my toes

to my heart, to my soul

Baby, I'm closed

Baby, I'm closed

Here should the story ends

The story died

While I cried

Open the other doors inside

Find out all what's hide

Let my heart still slide

No matter how it feels

(chorus)

Baby, I'm closed, baby I'm closed

from my heart, to my soul

Baby, I'm closed, baby I'm closed

from my head, untill my toes

I'm closed

(chorus)

Produced by SJM- productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Change My Life

Change my life

(written by Saskia Boree)

sometimes I feel crazy

crazy untill my bones

you hear me roar with laughter

and then I'm done

I'll be so happy

so happy as can be

you see me be in 2 minds

yeah here I come, and we shall see

CHORUS

you can make me happy

you can give me an high 5

you can make me crazy

but you can't change my life

you can make me laughing

you can make me drive

even you can make me angry

but you can't change my life

you can't change my life

sometimes I feel highly

highly untill my head

you can laughing with me

is the answer I just said

I'll be so funny

so funny, you didn't believe

you saw me be in 2 minds

I'm vo longer myself, I leave

(chorus)

make me happy, make me crazy

make me laughing, make me angry

but you can't change my life

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Beware For What You Wish For

Beware for what you wish for

(written by Saskia Boree)

we are not forgiven

we couldn't always whisper

we make each other shiver

we are all blisters

we lie, deceive

we're faking that we

in each other believe

CHORUS

beware, for what you wish for

beware, çause we want still more and more

we make each other grasping

but greedy broke everything

beware, for what you wish for

we can't no longer adore

beware... beware...

we are just forgiven

we could still whisper

we let each other shiver

we stay just all blisters

we lie, deceive

we faking that we

in each other believe

(chorus)

we lie, deceive

we faking that we

in each other believe

beware,

for what we really are....

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions,2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ Ashamed

Ashamed

(written by Saskia Boree)

You don't need old memories

take something new, I find some peace

Inside my head, inside my heart

and now you blame me again

It's all between your brains

well, I whisper

CHORUS

you don't know who I am

you know just my name

you think that you could change me

I am still ashamed

you don't saw my really face

you heared just my name

how you think that I couldn't make it

you should still ashamed

Oh yeah,.... ashamed

You don't need frozen breath

find some new, left behind all what's bad

Inside my head, inside my eyes

and now you blame me again

It's all between your brains

well, I whisper

(chorus)

And now you blame me again

It's all between your brains

Well, I whisper

I shiver

(chorus)

I whisper, I shiver

I feel ashamed, so ashamed...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2004

Lyrics 2004 ~ All Sinners

All sinners

(written by Saskia Boree)

I'll stay alone on my own

in this empty streets of fears

and all I wanted is a home

where I should die and disappears

I'll stay alone, I won't commit

çause I think it's better that line

I won't give pain, I won't hit

that sweet way, this life is mine

oh yeah we're all sinners....

CHORUS

we think that we know it all better

you know what, we're all sinners that way

I believe not that we're forgiven

''cause we are dead someday

Live is not a destination

and am I not affraid?

'cause we're all sinners

all sinners...

we are alone, we won't speak

we are sick and we are weak

we don't need to believe

we have own faith

we need to be loved

and we created hate

we're all sinners, all sinners....

(chorus)

we're all sinners, all sinners

all sinners...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2004