Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Ways Of Thought

Ways of Thought

(written by Saskia Boree)

Where should it go with Mother Earth

When we people propagate

And give still births?

Where should we go, we're all sinners

What makes us believe,

That we're winners?

Why couldn't we just talk about

Only talk about other ways of thought?

Maybe it doesn't make any ashes

To think that I'm caged between those glasses

The people who think that they're clever

They said: ' Drown yourself forever

And burry yourself on a cemetry'

They're bother me, and they deceive

Maybe I'm the biggest fool

' Cause I make myself wise

That I everyone could believe

But is it the real me?

Maybe it doesn't make any sense

To think that I'm caged behind this fence

The people who makes me believe

They said: ' Drown yourself in grief'

Those ones are crackbrained, and think

That they everything and always know

While wise ones think the other way round

And say: ' We don't think so, and

we're don't really know.'

Where Am I today?

My illusion, I'm talking in circles

My conclusion, I'm still talking about

Wish I could float away

Like the wise ones think the other ways round

While I should find, but not astray

One day I float away

On my ways of thought

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ War Against My Faults

War Against My Faults

(written by Saskia Boree)

I don't really know what it should might

How could I ever do

What I really should like

This mess from all others makes me angry

All those mess means nothing to me

Those mess makes me scream and shout

Now I try to speak it out my mouth

CHORUS

Nothing, nothing will succeed

A little, little faith's what I need

No, they don't need to throw out for me

This red carpet right under my feet

No, I'm not perfect as it all seems

Why couldn't they simply

Respect and accept my thoughts

Always fighting this war

Against my faults

Could I ever do something good ?!

I don't know, but I'm really fed up with this

I really don't know what it is

The bustles from others makes me sigh

Clean up the mess, yeah give it a try

Those bursts makes me scream and shout

Now I try to speak this out my mouth

(chorus)

Here I am, one step forward

Trying to understand what's

Inside another heart

I wish that it was all easy

To respect another fool, not me

Take still this step forward

Trying to follow my own heart

I don't know what I did wrong

I hope they respect my thoughts

I want to be further on

I want give an end to this

War against my faults...

(chorus)

Respect anothers thought

End your war against all faults...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Unresolved Fate

Unresolved Fate

(written by Saskia Boree)

You wrote to me upon a card

'Best love and much kisses to you'

Well sweety, you touched my heart

And now I don't know what to do

' Cause it's meanwhile six years ago

That I get that card you wrote with them all

There was some letters with it

But your letter to me was missing between it

The teacher fetch this letter out, you see

I'd never know what you would say to me

The only thing I could do now is guess....

CHORUS

Should my life

Be otherwise

If I saw you then on time?

Wish now that you was mine

But I was blind

That still bother me

Should I ever know

What you would say to me?

I think it shouldn't be too late

And I believe that you and me

Are victims of unresolved fate...

And everyone has one reflection of me

They think that I am so dignified

No one could tell me what I like to be

No one should burry me on this same cemetry

I wish I could be another me, well, I tried...

The teacher fetched your letter away, you see

Should I ever know, ever realize

What would you then say to me?

The only thing I could do now

Is guess... and I guess

How are you now, how do you do?

(chorus)

The only thing I could do now is guess...

And I guess....

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Trying Harder

Trying Harder

(written by Saskia Boree)

Everything's so hard to understand

And yeah, everything's still going on

While the world goes round and round

Tumbled eyes, while we touch the ground

Finally on this world couldn't we belong

All do we the best we can

CHORUS
Life's so short, before you know

Your life's so fast gone

I underline my promises

All I don't really know how

To put it all into my bones

But one thing I should say

I'm trying harder now

I'm trying harder now

That's the least I could do

Everything's so hard to understand

And yeah, there's always an answer

While everybody's falling

While we all sometimes calling

But, who am I to make it all better?

All should I do the best I can...

(chorus)

I wish that I could help it all

I wish that I could make

The world fewer to fall

Hoping for serious answers

Hey, who am I

To make it all better....??

(chorus)

All do I

All do we the best we can

So, let's trying harder

let's trying harder

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ The Withered Rose

The Withered Rose

(written by Saskia Boree)

The leaves falled down this place

The rain-drops falled upon my face

And there she stand,

Vacillated on her feet

Her sap's falling, crying

And she's dripping her black bleed

I try not to crush her stalk

I try to console her, with my talk

I hope she's going a better way

All isn't not here, not today

And I mumble....

CHORUS

Withered Rose, what happened to you?

You look so sad, could I some do for you?

I see, you didn't have it easy

You struggled all by yourself

For what you could be

Let me solace you

That's the least I could do... for you

Some people behave them like a vulnerable plant

Truth is always different, they want things in own hands

They want always attention, some help

They couldn't put their thoughts upon a shelf

They shouldn't finally grow like this rose

They always think that they're overdosed

And I mumble....

(chorus)

I leave them all in vain

Before I drown in their cold rain

And I mumble...

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ The Reality Goes On

The Reality Goes On

(written by Saskia Boree)

Here I am, the roots are increased

Here I stand, for new reality

What everything for me should be

Here I go, filling up my history

Here  I go, and I need to see

What I really need to be

There I am, pulling my hour- glass

There I be, I'm leaving my past

It shouldn't longer matter

How this past, my burst past

How it all really for me was

And now.... trying to further on

Now... I see... where I should belong

But why feels it all damn wrong?

I thought that this reality has ended

But apparently I am really wrong

It seems that there's so much more

And it seems that nothing's for sure

Here I am again,

The reality goes on.....

Apparently we are all wrong

There's so much more

We need to realize

That the reality's going further

The reality goes on.....

The reality goes on...

(repeat)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~Still Another Thought

Still Another Thought

(written by Saskia Boree)

A wedding's like gamble

And gamblings are forbidden

' Cause they could became addictive

So... too much people are guilty

To compulsive gambling

It couldn't seem that that when one's getting married

That one catch not automatic an better place to live

All should we always give, or have we always tried

A wedding should always like gamble

I am overwhelmed by this thought

I can't get it out my mouth

They couldn't understand me

CHORUS

We don't need to talk always about

Our restrains

I think that it should work the wrong ways

If we always should talk about our restrains

We should believe that we're already astrayed

Think this thing, speak our mouth

But think still another thought

It couldn't always terrorize our brains

Think still another thought

We couldn't believe our faults

We couldn't talk it out our mouth

We're stay raided by this thought

And we....

(chorus)

Why should we gambling?

Why should we ignore the things?

Why should we all grow old?

Why's the sun too hot, but wind too cold?

I am dazzled by all those thoughts

I couldn't ever speak it out my mouth

Could I ever understand them?

(chorus)

I tried... to think still another thought...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Spiders Heart

Spiders Heart

(written by Saskia Boree)

The way I'd behave was fake

It felt to me like I'm a caged snake

With one purpose in sight

To have one usefull opportunity

To strangle the tiresome people

' Cause their wouldn't see me

I was rising, so clearly and bright

CHORUS

Even I could be affraid

Like I'm losing the war

And all my faith

Sometimes it seems I'm so determined

Behind that mask

I'd crossed my lines

Sometimes I make beautiful starts

On such moments

I'm following my spiders heart

Trying to build my webs

Bleeding my tears

Paying my debts

I won't be wrong

I would take my part

To keep myself strong

Inside my spiders heart

The way I'd behave was sad

It felt for me like I'm a flittered bat

With one purpose forward

To have one opportunity

To fly away from what I was

What I'd be

Trying to change my scared heart

(chorus)

Sometimes I would like somebody else

Sometimes it's better to put my story's

On the shelf

Such moment I wish I'd was another me

(chorus)

'And yeah, I have inside, my spiders heart...'

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~Nothing What It Seems

Nothing What It Seems

(written by Saskia Boree)

When dark's coming soon

When there's an shining moon

She's glowing full and white- blue

Rising through all evil and sad black

Still rising behind our back

But is it all really true?

CHORUS

Mother Moon,

What would you tell me?

Mother Moon,

Where have you been?

Mother Moon,

what did you really be?

Mother Moon,

why's nothing what it seems?

I'm living into this mystery...

when transparent spirits floating away

When the afternoon will ends a day

They could put it all into harmony

When a little child plays hide-and-seek

When mothertears trickle down their cheeks

Where does they hide their real keys?

(chorus)

Most people told me,

Life's what it gives and takes

Questions will never turn into answers

And answers couldn't always make it better

Most people need each other,

Even I need them, where have they been?

Why, oh why's nothing what it seems?

To me it's all fake

(chorus)

To me it's all fake

It's nothing what it seems....

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Not Necessary

Not Necessary

(written by Saskia Boree)

Everyone has compulsory premium to pay

While we all need to wait

For what we should get for that

We don't often know

It's all one big confusion

It all rised deadly to our heads

While we're all shaking on our feet

We don't know what we really need

CHORUS

Make us believe

Open our eyes

Make us believe

It's all a lie

Open our eyes

Make us see

Open our eyes

' Cause it's all

Not necessary

Present Households have two or more cars

While the whole environment goes back

And deep inside we know

It's all one big frustration

We're all so grumphy

Our faces are all black

While we're all shaking beside our convictions

And we're know, we're living behind this illusion

(chorus)

It's not necessary

To pollute our neighbourhood

It's not necessary

To spill all our blood

It's not necessary

To have from all two or more

It's not necessary

To have help while we don't need

It's not necessary

To fail while we could succeed

It's not necessary

To evade all this, or to ignore

This is necessary, let's open our eyes

It's not necessary, to believe all those lies

We don't need to bring our wayward characters

To this same cemetry

' Cause it isn't necessary....

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ My Sigh Of Relief

My Sigh Of Relief

(written by Saskia Boree)

I thought, this person could be the one

And I thought it was love at first sight

You, the person, did it all mean well

But I guess, you hold me always too tight

You'd never clean your room up

Even that need I tell to you

You thought to hide yourself

Behind your restraint

And I'd never found you pathetic

I rather find your head too sick of it

I think it's all between your brains!

I guess it's you who needs serious help

CHORUS

I, am the one

Who always bottle feelings up

Many times thought I

How I could Be rid of you

Now, it's you

Who need to wake up

' Cause you bothered me enough too

Here comes my sigh of relief

It's on younow,

To make it yourself believe...

I thought, this person isn't it for me

I thought, I won't be further with

You, that person, did too much wrong

I guess, you scared me a little bit

You thought you did it the best way

But that's never enough

You thought that you make it all

To be only nice and sweet

I'd always found you an weirdo

I rather find you sick somehow

You think that you could always bleed

I guess it's you who needs serious help

(chorus)

Here it is, my sigh of relief

You could think that it lays down

By my restraint

" cause that has nothing to do with this story

You think you do it fine, but I felt only pain

You couldn't read my lesson, I know what I be!

(chorus)

' The ones who think that their good,

Are the ones with crazy blood...'

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ My Rest In Peace

My Rest In Peace

(written by Saskia Boree)

Everything's sounds for me so familiar

Where am I, why am I here?

I don't know how to handle

I don't know what to do

Everything's confusing me

Confusing me with you

Here I am on this cemetry

Gazing to the tombstone forward me

I have enough words to say

I have inclines to walk away

Everything's so dead, all gone

Why am I so damn alone

I don't know how to handle

I don't know what it is

Eveything's all happen here

Could I end my bliss?

Tell me why I'm floating all away

Tell me why I'm losing it today

They're confusing me, that's what they do

They're confusing me all with you

Here I am on this cemetry

Gazing to the tombstone forward me

I have enough words to say

I have inclines to walk away

This wet soil has me buried

All those ghosts inside me made me bleed

It seems now that I'm dead for sure

I'm overwhelmed and so insecure

I don't know what to believe

Is this my rest in peace?

Could I think at least

What I was, what I was been

I don't know how to believe

I don't know how to accept

Is this my rest in peace?

This wet soil has me buried

All those ghosts inside me made me bleed

I don't know what to believe

Is this my rest in peace?

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Living With Restraints

Living With Restraints

(written by Saskia Boree)

Don't be ashamed

To make life as it comes

Don't be affraid to take

' Cause we're all need to live

Sometimes we though forget

That we're sometimes must give

Yeah, we're alive, not dead

CHORUS

Living with restraints wouldn't say

That this person automatic should delay

Living with restraints wouldn't say

That such persons must hide behind their ways

Living with restraints should on and on

Living with restraints couldn't be really wrong

Living with restraints confused others a little bit

Living with restraints, don't hide yourself behind it

Don't feel affraid

To express yourself

Don't be affraid, show faith

But we don't all earn to live

Sometimes we're not wary enough

To open our eyes, it's too much we're give

Where do we let all those lost love?

I think it couldn't be too late

(chorus)

We think we're strong

But we're so weak

We're making promises

That we couldn't keep

We teel eacht other, that we're so confused

But I think that we've no excuse

And do you feel your restraints

Rushing again through your veins?

(chorus)

And try to understand a bit

Living with restraints

Don't hide yourself behind it....

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Inside Birth

Inside Birth

(written by Saskia Boree)

Searching for truth, looking forward

Found only war at my black heart

Gazing to big mountains,

See the rising hills

Lead me through,

' Cause I'm glowing ill

My tears are shed,

Now my sword's all retired

Leading a feared life,

While I've no longer the fire

Feel, my sea became too soon

Into flood- tide

Feel, this cursed,

Exploded birth inside

' Cause I am sad, and I want to break free

Make me believe, what I really want to be

Who could stop the anger,

Stop this inside birth.....

Searching for peace, way after way

Found only truth, while I lived day by day

Gazing to rushing waters,

Observe the flowing rivers

Feel cold wind behind my cheek,

And the shaking shivers

My blood was drawn,

Now my sword's extensive

Leading this weary life

While I've nothing more to give

Feel, this high and low tides

Save me,

From this exploding birth inside

' Cause I feel bad, and I want to improve

Make me believe, that it's me with the first move

Who could stop the reflections,

Gives me a happy place on earth

Who could stop all anger,

Stop the whole inside birth...

My sea's now flood- tide

Feel this exploded birth inside.....

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Inclines To Repeat

Inclines To Repeat

(written by Saskia Boree)

There she is the old lady

On the other side of the street

She always keep talk

Talking all the time

Telling all her story's

About always the same subjects

She goes always back, back in time

Her tales couldn't ever be perfect

And she should always repeat...

CHORUS

Why do we make it all so hard?

Why should we make each other bleed?

There are easy things to believe in

There are so much other things to feed

And we're all getting bored

By those inclines to repeat

There they are the officers of law

With their same talks to feed

They always keep us

Keeps us beside those lines

Telling their due story's

Talking about the same things

Their going always back nicely and fine

Their tales brings always something

And they should always repeat....

(chorus)

Why couldn't we take it all easy?

Why shouldn't we take some peace inside?

Why do we need all things to hide?

Open our eyes,

Could we see

Could we stop to repeat

' Cause that's what we still need...

(chorus)

Stop repeat,

' Cause that's what we all need..

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007

Lyrics 2006/ 2007 ~ Gather Dust

Gather Dust

(written by Saskia Boree)

Discovering myself

Was the hardest thing to do

This experience

Was so confusing for me too

Everybody told me how they see me

They also told me what I could be

Who was I to trust once someone

Who was I to lead me judge by ones?

CHORUS

We couldn't everybody blindfold trust

Present-day we're all too fast

Gather Dust

I won't be like them, all the same

I won't be so fast

Gather Dust in shame

You see, I have so my pride

And I won't myself longer hide

Discovering myself

Was the hardest thing I did

The whole experience

Confused me a little bit

What did all those outsiders see?

While I was closed, what was happen to me?

Who was I to lead me judge by ones?

Who was I to trust once someone?

(chorus)

Nobody could tell me who I am

Untill I know that, I do the best I can

One thing should be certain

I couldn't be like them

Couldn't be the same

I couldn't lead myself

Gather Dust in shame

(eventueel chorus)

I shouldn't blindfold everyone trust

I wouldn't blindfold Gather Dust

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006/ 2007