Lyrics 2006 ~ What Is It Worth?

What is it Worth?
(written by Saskia Boree)

How's it possible that
We can miss someone so much?
While deep in the heart,
Won't still commit
It feels wrong, take away my bliss
'Cause I won't belong to this

CHORUS
I'm feeling that I'm not a branch
Of this old tree
I don't belong to something, and
Time should always healing me
I won't be a part of an aimless story
So, what is it worth?
What is it Worth?

How's it possible that
We can't take away the fear?
While deep in the heart,
Need some love
It feels wrong, one shot in the eye
Tells me, that It's all a lie
(chorus)

I'm not a branch
Of this old tree
Time should always healing me
How's it possible and
What is it worth?
What is it worth?
(chorus)

So what is it worth?
Is it worth?

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Useless (The Mask)

Useless (The Mask)

(written by Saskia Boree)

Laying for nothing on the intensive care

Playing with his life: truth or dare?

They told her he should never awake

But where does she go, and what's just fake?

If they're telling her he should always sleep

Dreaming his life away, without any breathe

Is here somebody who could share?

CHORUS

It's all so useless, it's all fake

Give her a sign, a way she could make

It's all so senseless

Surrounded by fences

But she never now,

What it should take

What should it take?

She's laying her faith aside

Distorted feelings, all that she hide

What is she feeling for him?

What's the thing that, makes her a little dim?

Leading a life like this, couldn't be fair

Is here anybody who could share?

(chorus)

Now... twenty years later

He died, but there's nothing changed

The mask on her face should never go away

In her eyes is everyone a stranger

She just need someone who cares

Is here someone who could share?

It's all so hopeless, useless...

(chorus)

She just need someone

Who could understand her

One person, who's takes the mask away

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

< for my mother >

In lovin'memmory of my brother

* 4 February 1982           + 7 March 1988

Lyrics 2006 ~ Tormented Souls

Tormented Souls

(written by Saskia Boree)

Phenomena are agony's

But finally we are who we want to be

We're all tormented souls

'Today I say what I want to say and

I should do what I always want to do

How different we also are

As human being we're equal

Some failed through inside disorders

Deviations in tainted material'

Loads through the inborn genes inside

We're all tell story's we'd rather hide

We're all a little faded and

Nobody could finally be the same

We're all tormented souls

'Today I remain myself to do weird things

That I actual never should do

How unique we all are

As human being we remain equal

Some arised through outside influences

Without changes in the tainted material'

Loads through the inborn suffer and fear

Agony don't change when we all disappear

We're all a little faded and

Nobody could finally be the same

We're all tormented souls

Phenomena are agony's

But finally we are who we want to be

Where will we are as everybody remains tormented?

We're all tormented souls...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Tight Squeeze

Tight Squeeze

(written by Saskia Boree)

Here she's standing all against the wall

Her hair so smooth and combed through

Her nail exquisite manicured

Her skin so soft and she looks so sure

There's only one thing about her masks

One thing she never should ask, it is

She really don't know what to do

And she's threatening to fall

Yeah, she needs some usefull help

CHORUS

Always open for something new

But others haven't much interests

Without any sense, not even a few

She can't get it off her chest

She's caught in a breeze

Give her a break before she smother

Between her tight squeeze

She's standing in front of a mirror

She's trying to face her truth

But only all the tears she shed

And all the fears inside her head

She really don't know what to do

She don't know where she lived for

And she need some usefull help

(chorus)

Her way is so far, her way is so long

She can't break, she can't escape

Her way is so long, her way is so wrong

She's caught in this breeze

She should smother

Between her tight squeeze.....

(chorus)

She's caught in this breeze

She should smother

Between her tight squeeze

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ The Vexation Of My Mind

The Vexation Of My Mind

(written by Saskia Boree)

I see, my door's openwide

With my changes by my side

And I try to walk it through

With all those opportunity's

Would I further, where's my own me?

But they contrared me all twice

I couldn't betray my own I

I couldn't leave her behind

I hope I could this world survive, and

I hope to survive this vexation of my mind....

I'm looking forward,

Through the prison of my cage

I try to find, and

I try to survive, this vexation of my mind....

They could try to protect me right

But I like to lead my own fight

That's what I really need to do

Walking around inside this mirror

Asking myself where to live for

While everything has a high price

I wouldn't mess it all up

We all need to find

I hope I could this world survive, and

I hope to survive this vexation of my mind....

Now I'm looking back

Falling back when I was five

I try to leave those years behind

And I try to survive, this

Vexation of my mind....

Floating away from this vexation of my mind....

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ The Seasons Change Away

The Seasons change away
(written by Saskia Boree)

The way they just gave
Cold breathe of the wind
Makes us so blind
The way they behave
Freezed drops of the rain
They just gives us pain
Flowers remain into the ground
Fishes became landlubbers
And the other way round

Look out your window
Listen to the screams of the wind
Tumbling branches, withered leaves
Beats all through our mind
But we should never know
What the past left behind

Take care of nature
It's our future
Don't make it dead

CHORUS
They try to behave, like we people do
We're on the border of madness too
April became October
November became May
All those beautiful seasons
Change away

Take care of nature
It's our future
Don't make it dead
Take care of nature
It's our future
We need all a little breath
(chorus)

The seasons change away

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ The Origin Within

The Origin Within
(written by Saskia Boree)

Feels like snowing within
Like everuthing's a sin
Feels like treason to me
What am I ought to be?
There's nothing more to lose
There's nothing more to win

CHORUS
Strong feelings feeds smart thoughts
When my eyes are close tight
Shape the origin within our hearts
What we be, is what we fight
To proof what's wrong and right
How to shape the origin within our hearts

One little grain of sand
One blank, opened hand
Tells story's to me
What I am to be
There's nothing more to say
I whipe my tales all away
(chorus)

Strong feelings feeds smart thoughts
How to shape the origin within our heart?

We feed, we bleed
To find the origin within
We cry, we die
To shape the origin within
(chorus)

Shape the origin within our hearts

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Suffered Secretly

Suffered Secretly (written by Saskia Boree)

I have no reason
To let all my feelings out
I have enough reasons
To let all my words in my mouth
I think it's time to say
How I really feel
It's time to say
What's really real?
And behind my will
Came I to a standstill

CHORUS
We could only became ourselves
So what's the point of hate and love?
I could finally became myself
Not play an other to safe someone
We're feeling all a little died alone
And I, and we
Suffered secretly enough

I have no reason
To let me command in what I do
I have enough reasons
To be myself, and live for myself too
I think it's time to believe
To feel, there's thunder inside
It's time to believe
That I couldn't longer hide
'Cause behind my will
Came I to this standstill
(chorus)

Behind my will
Came I to this standstill
I feel a little died alone
I feel that I'm struck
Between hate and love
So I, I suffered secretly enough
(chorus)

We, and I
Suffered secretly enough

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Silk Thread (Overdosed)

Silk Thread (Overdosed) (written by Saskia Boree)

Today I'm running in a circle
And I'm stuck on a silk thread....
*
What in my life did I wrong to you?
What did I wrong, and why
Don't you see that you others also hurt
I understand your pain, but why
Should we need wounded through
Your pain too?
I'd never thought bad about you
No, you're not so bad (as they think)
The pain's all inside your head
You're only obsessed by all you do
You're the person who always said:
'Tear the shades off your head
And go further on too'

CHORUS
It couldn't be fair
Mind your own business and get a life
You shouldn't have to tell me
All what I should miss
I can't always share
I mind my problems much as I can
You shouldn't have to hell me
'Cause I get overdosed by this

The thread caught on me
Vulnerable and thin
But in the meantime it won't break
My life's stuck on this thread
On the edge of the fall
I'm caught, and I just wait and bleed
(chorus)

Soft, as I am, tug I all my stings back
My rose-buds colored red again, no longer black
Smothered by all this silk around me
No, I'm not a fool
Why may I not be the person
That I really meant to be?
*
Tomorrow, I'll run the same circle again
I should always caught on this....
...... Silk thread......

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Scared To Death

Scared to Death

(written by Saskia Boree)

I hear a sound, that keeps me awake

I hear a voice, whispers over the lake

That we're wearing all a mask

We're all fake, and when we ask

Some respect, some transfer in each other

Won't nobody be the teaching mother

There's so much more forgotten..

CHORUS

Everybody's selfish, but

Nobody's feeling remembered

Everybody's selfish, but

We're all scared to death

There's so much more forgotten

But we won't see that

Everybody's selfish, yeah

Only nobody's remembered

They are scared to death

Scared to death

Nobody should be feeling forgotten

When there's selfish

I see things, clearly and bright

I feel thoughts, not always right

I smell evil round every door

Where should we finally fight for ?

There's so much more forgotten...

(chorus)

How can we do fake

How can we make

Each other so sad?

How can we do fake

How can we make

Each other so mad?

When everybody's selfish

Shouldn't nobody be feeling forgotten

When everybody's feeling dismissed

There's so much more forgotten

Everybody's so selfish

We shouldn't be feeling forgotten

(chorus)

We are all scared to Death

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Running Away In Time

Running away in Time
(written by Saskia Boree)

I won't make the same mistakes
Like I did into my past
No I won't make, the same frays again
Before you know life's over
Throw not a life away, don't waste
So are my words, the words what make me feel big, but...

CHORUS
I'm running away,
I'm running away in time
I'm running from the shadows inside my head
Running away, running away
Not longer real, but faded
I'm running away in time
To a world that's mine
Running away in time

I won't make the same problems
Like I always could astray
No I won't make, the same shadowd again
Life's over to soon
I won't pull it all gone, what more could I say?
So are my words, the words what makes me feel big, but...
(chorus)

I don't even understand myself
So how could I understand each other?
But hey, I won't complain again
So I wouldn't longer bother
So are my words, the words what makes me feel big...
(chorus)

Saying how I feel, is so hard for me
So I'm running away, I'm running away in time

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Remember

Remember

(written by Saskia Boree)

Where we drive

Where we are

Grey skies surrounds threatfull faces

Where we are

Where we walk

Everywhere the same and dirty places

Let's go back again

CHORUS

Leave all troubles behind

Where's the culture, the culture to find

Let's go back to the peacefull past

Try to remember, remember , remember

How the paradise really was

Do you remember ..... now?

Where we walk

Where we are

Is the world long before infected

Where we are

Where we come

Crazed people, ghosts in their heads

Let's go and start again

(chorus)

Where we are, where we come

Remember remember

Where we drive, where we walk

Remember, remember

(chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

This lyric is also written in the year 2003, but I thought that it's better to put this lyric in the year 2006, because  MH likes this lyric. That's why this lyric's late.

For MH-productions.

Lyrics 2006 ~ Relative Sepsis

Relative Sepsis

(written by Saskia Boree)

I remember the days

That you grow inside of me

And I remember the days

That I know what you should be

But the world didn't come to an agreement

Everything has their own rules and

Feels for me all the end

CHORUS

No matter we do

No matter how we live

I should get you through this

They can't say that you're an importune bliss

But I should better watch you

' Cause you're my relative,

Not my relative sepsis

I recall my old ways

That I choose for you

And I recall my old ways

That I thought that, that's what I need to do

But the world said to me, ' You did it all wrong'

everything has their own rules and

I feel that I here couldn't belong

(chorus)

Why should I marry someone

Why should I walk through this

All my children should be alive

No law could hold me back

' Cause, family stays our relative,

And not our relative sepsis

(chorus)

Your not my importune bliss

You stay my relative,

And not my relative sepsis

(eventueel chorus)

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Purple Ink

Purple Ink

(written by Saskia Boree)

Times, I'd thought that I was possessed

A smile, a laugh

Sticked all into my head

Throw all colors around,

Give some happiness to me

Don't fake a face, and

There's nothing less you see

CHORUS

Like green trees and leaves around

Like red horizon, black ground

All colors of the rainbow's all we need

Like yellow roses in gardens grow

Like blue skies, and white snow

Like weary pens on paper feed

And purple ink on pages will bleed...

Should we feel a way

That purple ink can't describe...

Times, I'd thought I was born insane

A tear, a grief

Running all through the rain

Throw all colors around,

Wipe the curses all in me

Don't fake a heart and

There's nothing burst you see

(chorus)

The time should us learn

Time gives us what we earn

Should we feel a way

That purple ink can't describe...

(chorus)

Should we ever feel a way

That purple ink can't describe...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Poem From A Ghost

Poem from a Ghost

(written by Saskia Boree)

They are sick of the world

'Cause they've seen a lot of anger

They won't no more

Hate inside

I wish I'd never saw and did

It all into my life

There's no reason

Where all waiting to die

They've seen all things in this world

But that doesn't mean they can pull me away

There where a lot of things

So deep inside

I wish I'd saw and did

Those things in my life

There's no reason, where all waiting to die

Look who I am now, Who am I to fly?

They've seen a lot in the world

And now they stay forever on this place

No I won't be there again

So why I'm here again?

Once again....

There's no reason, no reason, no reason

There's no reason, where all waiting to die

Look who I am, who am I to fly?

(repeat)

They've seen a lot of the world

But they pull my pride away

There's no reason, where all waiting to die

Look who I am, should I ever fly?

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Phases

Phases

(written by Saskia Boree)

Hear soft crying of a child

On the other side of the door

Hear proudly talking, and we know

There's so much more

And when this newborn child grows up

He became an adult man

Hear him wisely speak, and we know

There begins new life again

CHORUS

It's all so hard to find

The last piece of our ways

And when we find some believe

We walk on the end of old days

We try to enter the next level

Enter next phase

Look how he is this moment

After the big line of girlfriends

He's certain, but feel his doubt

About asking his special one her hand

He's  so proud, he try so hard to believe

That he should marry the same year

He's also affraid to take decisions

And yeah, he's feeling a little fear

(chorus)

Hear soft crying of a child

On the other side of the door

Hear proudly talking and we know

This is all he asking for

Some luck, some pride

Some love and warmth inside

All we try to find the last piece of believe

If we walk on the end of old days

Finally we should enter the next phase

(chorus)

Enter next phase...

Produced by SJM-productions

                for

MH-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Part Of The Crowd

Part of the Crowd
(written by Saskia Boree)

I'd try so hard, to come into this small society
While nobody would see, the real personality
Behind this, behind the closed eyes in me
They can say, that it's my own responsibility
But the problem's so deep
This people already died
How could they ignore me,
While they hold me so tied?

And all I do is screaming again
I screaming now, it isn't all my fault
'Cause I won't be a part of the crowd
I only wanna be myself and proud
No, I'm not a part of the crowd

I'd try to find reasons, why should I fight?
Wheather I do, they keep on telling that I aint doing it right
If I do not exactly things that they only do the way
Should I scratch my nails, should I hurt them on a day?
But the problem's so deep, the people are already grey
'Cause they want so much delay

Screaming again, screaming now
It isn't all my fault
No I won't be a part of the crowd
I only wanna be myself
And yeah, I should be proud
So?
I'm not a part of the crowd

I won't be a part of the crowd
I'm not a part of the crowd...

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ Overwhelmed

Overwhelmed
(written by Saskia Boree)

If I kick you not back to reality
You should think that life's easy
Put away the indolence
Breakaway that heavy fence
I wouldn't be a second mother for you
I won't load of trouble too

CHORUS
Overwhelmed by weakness
When you blame someone else
Overwhelmed by indolence
When you're doing
It all by yourself

If I kick you not back on your feet
Should you fight and bleed
Put away all anger
Finally we're all a stranger
Make much dues and trouble too
But I can't be a mother to you
(chorus)

I know that you want
Always helping someone
But when do you start think
Of yourself first?
You can't blame someone else
Find first the problems by yourself
The dues that you made
Comes only from you
'Cause fnally you're the one
Who spend your money again
(chorus)

The words I've say
Has one reason at all
I care of you anyway
(chorus)

Overwhelmed by indolence
Breakaway that heavy fence

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ One More Day Alive

One more Day Alive (written by Saskia Boree)

Here you are, so lost again
Your mind's tumbling down and down
You ask yourself again
What did you learn of this
What did you earn
What you should miss
Well baby do you ever wanna hear the truth?
You listen, but you don't believe
That there's nothing wrong with you

CHORUS
You only want
One step away from your past
You only want
One step away from your cries
You only wanna
Take the things in own hands
You really wanna be somebody
And I understand
Yeah, you only want
One More Day Alive

Well you're sitting here, but far away
Your brains are black, falling back
You ask yourself again
Why did you wrong of this
Why you belong
What takes your bliss
Well baby do you ever wanna hear the truth?
You listen, but take things wrong
There's nothing wrong with you too
(chorus)

One step forward, one step back
One step white, one step black
Take one step from all your denies
It's not wrong if you need to cry
Try to be closer, and try one more day alive

Just be pride of yourself and learn from mistakes
Try to find your way, and do what your heart say
And you should one more day alive
One More Day Alive

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006

Lyrics 2006 ~ No More Wars To Fight

No More Wars To Fight
(written by Saskia Boree)

How many changes should I give someone?
How many changes should I get?
Time's circle around, what are we?
There's no reflection
For what our lives ought be

Only white grained sand
Bright the world in our hands
No more blood in dark light
Hear all pain's feeding up today
Feel how pain's bleeding all away
Hear it, feel it
No more wars to fight

How many times should I learn?
How many times do I have?
Time's flee around, what are we?
The reflection's there, it's always there
This is what we should be
This is what we should earn

All gone with unnamed fears
All gone all ashamed tears
No more grief in black light
See all pain's feeding up today
Taste pain's bleeding all away
See it, taste it
No more wars te fight

Be responsible for our own life's
Keep each other in thoughts (without hurt)
Keep remember that semblance deceives
And that life's what we all believe

See how pain disappears
Feel how pain dried away all tears
No more pain into limelight
See it, feel it
No more wars to fight

Hear it, taste it
No more wars to fight

Produced by SJM-productions, 2006